I miss you.
I miss my followers.
I miss the people I follow.
I miss my friends on here.
I miss everything.
I wish the random wifi I can pickup on my phone would load faster so I could actually scroll through and creep on everybody.
»Oh, an I kind of miss the internet generally…
Apparently they can’t find my laptop system in existence and can’t fix it unless I can find the parts….
Friggin’ a! I just bought it last summer! I’m not made of money!
No internet as of yet.. ( updating this from my phone)
Holy effing hell!
I’m updating from my phone because the idiots at fries didn’t fix my charge port and so, my computer is still not working… What the hell did I pay for then?!?!
Ugh, I’m frustrated to the point of tears.
Now I need more money to pAy for the same thing again.. I don’t even know…..
I guess my blogging is still on hiatus.
My personal life is kind of chaotic.
I need to be with my irl friends and just take care of my shit.
if you’re just tuning in here’s what you’ve missed:
I have been accepted to a school in Paris but I’ve spent months trying to get my student visa and no one has been responding to my emails and fax-s and I’ve already postponed my semester until August and [insert jibberish venting my frustration].
My personal life is sucking and I’m getting over heart break [still] and I really need to get my shit together.
I’ve been ignoring and avoiding people because I just haven’t been wanting to put forth effort into my friendships.
SO, I just need to take a break from my reality escape and try to figure everything out and fix things..
I might just be gone a week? Maybe more? We’ll see how it goes… But, for sure, I will be back. I’ve gotten to care for you all SO much and I hate leaving you all hanging, but I need this for myself.
Had a screaming match with my mother.
Threw things around and just lost my temper. She’s so stupid and wouldn’t talk to me directly and just plain doesn’t understand english…
I don’t even know Tagalog or whatever she speaks so I had to have her friend translate the simple things I was saying so she could understand the process for getting my visa.
Seriously, she calls me stupid and tells me I’m not doing my best and shit, and she keeps telling me that I’m just not following the rules correctly or I haven’t paid everything and bullshit…
I’m so tired of her finally trying to be a mother after 21 years, and just failing.
Not to mention the language/cultural difference.
It’s nights like this that I hate this house hold and that I just want to curl into a fetal position and wish that everything was sunshine and lollipops…
I feel/look yucky.
Might as well wear my kigu, cuddle with my dog and my plushies and just feel like poop.
Oh my goodness!
My eyes are almost swollen shut! I need them to return to normal ASAP!!
Ugh, this is so frustrating! Seriously, this is the last day of AX.. I want to see if there’s discounts and stuff…
And we can figure something out.
Hot, creepers, innaproriate male attention, many pictures taken of my group, NomNom truck, para para, meeting one of my ‘gal’ inspirations, food food food, panels, and yeah….
It’s been a long day.