October 2010
I love being a model for business’.
Snake rental place.
Kigurumi Store.
Circle Lens’.
Salons [So far for bleaching, extensions and root touch ups.]
<3
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Amazing Weekend Thus Far
Off to Disneyland.
Repunzel, Stitch, Gloomy Bear
Early Birthday Surprise!
A gloomy surprise!
<3 I love my friendlies. They make life pretty damn stellar.
2:40-ish am.
“What hurts the most, is being so close, and having so much to say, and having you walk away.
Never knowing what could have been….”
Thinking about the ‘woulda, coulda, shoulda(s)’
Feeling pretty melancholy and lonely.
Sometimes, the best things for yourself are the most painful.
Too bad this empty feeling keeps returning in the middle of the...
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When I was little, I’d think of Lisa Frank and White Fang to get to sleep.
Now, I think of Vivienne Westwood shoes, Miu Miu dresses, cupcake recipies, Disney Couture jewelery and my dog.
If you REALLY think about it (or unthink it)…
It’s all really a vomit or colors and patterns and a canine.
Cool.
“Come on and DO IT.
Don’t care how you look, it’s just how you feel....”
– Spice Girls, ‘Do It’
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WOAH WOAH WOAH!
What the FUCKING hell!?
MY mom is seriously this damn fucking conservative!?
Yes, I may be republican, but I support gay rights and the right to choose.
Other aspects of my governmental preferences do lie quite left of the median.
But holy fucking shit?!
Is my mom really saying this shit to me about how being gay is a sin, and how Sarah Palin’s daughter is the poster...
Wow.
Did not enjoy Glee so much tonight.
Yeah.
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2nd month of my Lifestyle change and I’ve finally accomplished what I have set out to do 2 years ago.
I’m finally in the average BMI range.
Huzzah!
But, I’m not going to lie, since I’ve slimmed down exponentially, I want to be in the best shape I can be.
So, I’m starting to go back to yoga and spending more time at the gym,
Heck yes biznatches.
Life is too...
“I can do it like a brotha, do it like a dude. Grab my crotch, wear my hat low...”
– I Can Do It Like A Dude- Jessie J
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My mum came to tell me that my stitch nail art attempts were kind of ugly, and she offered to pay for me to get my nails done.
I’m quite excited.
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I want to create some Lilo and Stitch nails.
Anyone have any pointers on seamless nail art, diy status?
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Probably one of the only girls singing in Bulgarian to herself…
Na oroto do momite, ei taka pa taka, svite momi pobegali, ei taka pataka.
Sve te momi pobegali ei taka pa taka. Ostanala nai malta ei taka pa taka. Ostanala nai malata ei taka, pataka. Nai malana Angelina ei taka pataka. Nai malana Angelina ei taka dum taka takata pa taka du.
Dang, I’m all sorts of crazy.
Writing a spin off story to Sailor Moon. Same universe, different characters.
I am inspired so hopefully this goes well…
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My friends are SO amazing. I swear we have the best conversations in the world.
From finding poor, defenseless, abandoned toilets in suburbia.
Striking some poses with M-dawg.
Being incredible with Mr. Incredible.
And all the other stuff that we do… Like helping Thien turn in her homework one minute before 11pm.
I love my girls.
-Carisse
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It’s one of those nights again.
I just can’t stop crying.
I wish there was some way to stop from feeling like your soul has been ripped open and your grappling for some way to close it back together.
It’s one of those nights where you want to wallow in self pity and keep asking the what if questions..
No one can truely understand why my heart weeps. And if you were to know,...
In a few more weeks, I think I’m ready to throw myself back into the dating pool.
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Oh My Gosh.
I just got a crazy rush when I clicked the ‘Buy’ button.
I just purchased the Vivienne Westwood Saturn Lighter.
I’ve been eying and waiting for that baby for the LONGEST time.
Frickin’ craaazy happy.
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Trying to conjure up a nice warm outfit to brave the cold.
Since I’m just going to the bank and I’m dead set on going out tomorrow, this outfit shall be a repeat offender.
If I wear jeans, I’m probably going to wear crazy thick stocking under them…
I NEED TO GET BETTER!!!
I WANT TO GO TO DISNEYLAND TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWR!
MMk.
I always feel so self conscious when I cry reading a story.
On the flip, I love losing myself in the realm of fiction.
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Reese’s and Cheetos. Anyone who knows me knows that this constitutes as my ideal meal.
Thanks mother. :3
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God, days like today make me miss San Diego so much.
I don’t think I’ll ever feel as ‘at home’ as I did when I was living there by myself.
And talking to my northern county girls make me so much more melancholy.
I feel so yucky. The whole after fever shebang.
I really want to shower, but my mother is adamant that I shouldn’t draw a bath for it will worsen my condition. I know I should listen because she’s a R.N, but I hate feeling gross.
Plus, I want to use my new soaps and washes.
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Note to self:
I must stop hacking my computer and stop customizing it in all shades of pink and cute.
My friends think it’s sickeningly sweet already.
I love rain. Thunder, not so much sometimes. It quite startels me and makes my stomach quiver. It’s also quite exciting.
Although, I’m certain that this weather might wreak havoc on my weakened immune system.
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Modcloth and Lush Cosmetics shipments have arrived.
My room smells so good. :3
Spicy, musky, sweet and so feminine.
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G-uh. So restless. So cold. So hot. So yuck.
So bored. So, I took a few pictures of my awesome 90’s wear and my sickliness.
I think I’ll pass out now.
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